February 2012
7 posts
hopeinGod.
Tonight I watched a movie called “A Greater Yes: Amy Newhouse story”, its about a high school sophomore who had a passion to reach the lost she wanted to me a missionary start a bible club in her high school. But when she suddenly got sick with cancer she didn’t want her passion to die. She went through intense chemo and she still impacted people all around her. People thought...
Lupus won't get me down.
I woke up this morning had mixed feelings about a lot of stuff. Been struggling with my weight and losing my hair. Having lupus is a struggle. I know its not well known most people when I tell them I have it they say whats that? Its a horrible disease but I don’t want to label myself with it. I rather say its not mine because God has it under control. Lupus is a everyday struggle I...
random thought.
Since I have been doing nothing lately one thing I am also doing is thinking and wondering about my future. I had been having some great talks with my parents and some people at the college group at my church. One thing that really challenged me is what am I am doing with my life? How am I getting there. I know I am going to school for christian education I am going to school to be a teacher which...
Renewed
Yesterday was the most emotional day of my life, woke up with a lot of broken pieces of hair then I got a bald spot. I was in a state of “depression” because it was very emotional for me to handle. I told my younger sister, when I did I crawled up in bed and started to burst out in tears. But she comforted me said” Cheek you are beautiful, your not going to be like everyone else...
Healing?
Today someone asked me “Candace you have been sick since you where a teenager how did you deal with everything? What made you become the person you are now? Before you didn’t want to go to physical therapy? they said where you depressed in a state of denial?
My response was being sick at a young age its hard to face the reality of it. Because you feel like everything around is...