"The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is upon me, for the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to comfort the brokenhearted and to proclaimed that captives will be released and prisoners will be freed." (Isaiah 61:1 - NLT)
God, I look to you.
This week during my devotions I really felt like reading scripture about healing and rejoicing and getting out the darkness. I have been to many healing services been prayed over many times for healing, but healing hasn’t come yet, does that mean God loves me less, doesn’t care? Or these different thoughts I can wonder about but it took me a while to get my mind set on the truth. I don’t understand why I have been sick for nine years of me life and I don’t understand why I need to go through chemo. I know God can heal me instantly. When I go through a period of testing and doubting it increasing my faith makes me what to spend time with God more. Allowing myself to let go and allow God to take everything.
Rejoice not over me, O my enemy;when I fall, I shall rise;when I sit in darkness,
the Lord will be a light to me.-Micah 7:8, this the verse that really got my attention this week. The enemy (satan) wants me to worry, fear, and just doubt, but when I grab onto the truth I will rise from the darkness. The lord is my light and salvation whom shall I fear? I should not fear because I am a child of God. I am protected and secure in His love. Going through this time in my life its hard to find truth dealing with all these different emotions. Praying all the time asking God to renew my heart and mind.
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