Joy, Love, Peace

random thought.

Since I have been doing nothing lately one thing I am also doing is thinking and wondering about my future. I had been having some great talks with my parents and some people at the college group at my church. One thing that really challenged me is what am I am doing with my life? How am I getting there. I know I am going to school for christian education I am going to school to be a teacher which I am pretty excited about. My dad said some challenging things to me as in how am I going to support myself? Right now being sick I know I can’t support myself but I am just thankful for my parents blessing me with everything I need. I know they aren’t going to support me forever. But I admire my dad, he is a great example of a loving, supporting father. I know the man is the head of the house hold, he is responsible for being the bread winner, supporting the wife, children and ect. I love my dad he has shown me the example of what a father and husband should be. I wouldnt be able to say this about my dad a few years ago this man has changed so much. I love him. When I get married I want my husband to be like my dad do everything in his might to get the job that will support His family. Work extra hard and make a living. I know that my dad isn’t lazy he fought with all his might to get where he is today. A man is the support in the family, a man who isn’t lazy but will fight to make ends meet. I know in these hard times its hard to get a job but I just look at my dad as a perfect example of what a husband and father is like I know I just said that. But that is what I want. I know I don’t know what the future has for me, but I am still getting a degree even though I can’t work now I am looking forward to when I am all better and I can work. I know this is a season for me, but after this season school is calling me name again. Also the work field of being a teacher and helping students succeed.